what if?

there’s really no such thing as “What If?”

but it’s about FATE.. something which has set for you..

believe it or not, it’s true, it’s real…

well, i dunno if this is only happening to me, or to most people, but i find that, whenever u sit there and start thinking about “What if …. ??” and finally the things will end up in a totally different way from all the “What If?” conclusion, is that, i should not strain my brain too much thinking (too much!)

i’m not saying we should all sit down there and wait for the “FATE” to happen.. but agree or not, this is TRUE! if something doesn’t belongs to u, no matter how hard u strive to get it, trust me, even if u get it, u will lose it somehow..

most things in life are basically FATED… and things which happen to us.. are happening for a reason..

life can or cannot be scripted.. but it can be FATED… so what’s the point of keep asking and thinking about “WHAT IF??”

MY ambition

i’ve come to a point in my life to really sit down n think about “MY AMBITION”. it’s seriously no longer, whatsoever, “i wanna be a doctor, a researcher, a scientist, a lawyer”. it’s also not so much about passion/interest.

well, i know i can still say MY AMBITION is to be a lawyer.. cause i’m already half way there…. just another step to reach that stage…. but again, like i said, it’s seriously, not so much about passion n interest… but it’s about MONEY!!! is really about which job pays most at this point in time… (well, at least for me).. this is life… isn’t it? u work for money… not about passion nor interest…

passion and interest CAN’T feed you, can’t feed our greedy lifestyles!!!

to me, interest and passion can be built from within… is not a FACT, but it’s something, perhaps, ever-changing. u might thought that this is not the job of your dream so and so, but if you try to find the meaning/rationale behind the job you are doing, i believe, you can definitely build some interest and passion.. well, of course, it’s a totally different story, if you can never ever find the meaning/rationale behind it… sorry then, you will seriously have to GET A NEW JOB!!! but i think, this can hardly happens to a person who is being REAL about life!

so, if anybody were to ask me what’s my AMBITION, i would turn to them and say “MY AMBITION IS HAVE A HAPPY, HARMONY, LUXURIOUS LIFESTYLE.. of course, A RESPECTABLE & REPUTABLE PERSON!” (well, of course, these terms are just toooo subjective… but to me, i’m a perfectionist!! =P, so it’s understandable how would i define these terms)