another chat with Bot

another chat with Astrology Bot:

It may feel as if something or someone is trying to hold you back from moving ahead with your ambitious goals and aggressive nature, dear Virgo. At first you may be resentful of this ball and chain that is attached to you ankle, but on a closer examination, you will see that this hindrance is actually a help. For now it is serving as an important reminder to slow down, and do more thinking and planning before taking action.

Why is this thing so accurate??

rude people

y are human.. especially the female species.. are so rude? sound so uneducated?? i wonder wat the male species see in you!!

well, im always very offended with those buggers… (WOMAN) who speak without thinking at all! they are trouble makers.. all they are good at is picking up a fight.. i mean.. quarel! anyways… this is not my concern now..

im now concern with those females species who speak without thinking.. perhaps they don have brain!

well, this woman, called… morning 10++, asking if im able to make it for an interview on monday.. well, im not free!!! for the whole week.. got work!! (temp) so i said.. today/tmr free….. she said ok..

ok, fine.. i was expecting a call from her after the first call….. she didnt call.. i went back to slumberland… when i wake up, i check my mail…. around 1.30pm i got a mail… asking me to go for an interview at 3-4pm…. isnt tat toooo rush????? i need to get stuffs prepared….. i was thinking.. y dont u call me 2pm and ask me to come at 230?????!!!!

around 6pm, she called… n b**** about it… i was like?????? so damn offended!

i need a job… but not desperate for a job! not especially at ur place! ur place was my last option… but at the moment…. not so much of a last option!….

ish!! im so silly!!! stupid… got myself into this shit! *grumble* …. it’s all my fault….. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faint*

[updated] 9sept2008 : No, i wasn’t stupid nor silly.. it wasn’t my fault! (to a certain extent) it was the “rude” person’s fault.. apparently, (no offence) she’s a spinster, around 40s, and she’s been behaving like that on and off whenever she wish.. (ps: not my comment though.. ) and, it was also not my last option… there were other offers after the appointment for interview.. all equally good ones, but they varies in terms of prospects, job scope and of course, the pay!!!

choosy, indecisive, greedy

i m seriously a very picky and choosy person… even if i got not many choices, but im still choosing n picking….. it can be anything… im choosy in terms of buying shoes, clothes, any thing.. u name it….. even food… although i eat most foods….. i dont pick in terms of food… but, this depends on my mood at that time, whn i wanna eat…. still… i m still choosy… LOL

everybody on earth, especially me, wants the best in life… we all want the best, who doesnt?? but does anybody gets it?? n how do we know if we’ve got the best?? well, i personally think, that i would not know… LOL

although i have learned how to appreciate all the things i had, but i stil had not learn how to appreciate things i dont own yet… i believe nobody does…

the message here is that… i’ve got choices, but none of them are really wat i want… n the biggest problem, is that i DON’T KNOW exactly wat i want… for now… of course, i know wat i want in the near future…. but in between this thing i want, n this time… im stuck!

im stuck in between as im not given the opportunity of the things i want… perhaps, the things i want most…. some people say, why did u let go?? some says, if that’s not wat u want, y hold on to it?? some says… keep searching n waiting for the suitable one.. (not the best)

n i say…. i have no idea which is the best.. although, at the moment, looking at those existing opportunities, none of them are the best and at the same time, i cant foresee the coming opportunities.. i dont wanna miss the "boat" .. although, i can take the plane, or a bus… or the worst… i can swim across… LOL

well, i guess i know wat to do… i have decided. nobody can get the best… unless u believe that it is the best… n at the moment, those opportunities aren’t the best… even though, i might have the 50-50 chance of missing the "boat"…. i could still "swim" across!!!!!

2nd interview

why cant i simply get a job without the need to be interviewed??? like as if im so desperate for the job….

but life is always like that, when u want it the most, u can never n will never get it, but when u dont really bother about it, u will get it…

2nd interview…. need to do presentation… the problem is not that i fear public speaking…. but how leh? i have never done presentation since i left my secondary school.. even that time, we use MAHJONG PAPER… lol… now use slaid, or laptop/powerpoint…. i wonder which is the one i should utilise… of course, powerpoint is the easiest… but i cant be bringing my laptop…. the lcd rosak!!!!

how leh?? juz save it in thumbdrive n bring it there? wat if they don provide a laptop??? tat will be so like unprepared! although i m not desperate for that particular job, but of course, i still wanna pose the very best image i could…. so that they dont get the chance to reject me, but only i get the chance to reject them… LOL

how?how?how?

dont like…

im going for another interview tmr… dont really want the job actually, because of the place n the company.. wonder y i still apply? well, to give myself more opportunities…

i seriously hate interviews…

i hate being questioned about my STRENGTHS & WEAKNESSES…

not to say i don have strengths… of course i do have weaknesses! i juz hate to brag about myself… i don like TO BRAG!!!!!! perhaps, it is not about bragging.. still.. i dont like doing this kinda things….

the next thing i hate is that… WHAT IS EXPECTED SALARY!?

WHAT THE HECK!!?? of course the higher the better!!!!! u ask me, i tell u, then u say, TOOO HIGH!!! don ask me la then! stupid fat ass! :s

then ask me justify… :s  ……… again… brag about myself… i always wonder, do i need to justify something? i mean, do u want me to lie???? or tell the truth???? this is tough.. this is seriously a mind game… i shd’ve studied pyschology…

i hate interviews not because IM AFRAID or nervous… i dont like to be put on the spot…. BRAGGING ABOUT MYSELF!!!! 

perhaps… im wrong… interview is not about bragging….

tired.. so im gonna rest

so tired to apply for jobs anymore…

first, im choosy

second, they’ve got choices

third, wat do i want exactly???

since, i cant get rid of these matters at this moment, i should juz stop applying for jobs at the moment… n rest at home.. at home… n not to go out n spend a $$$…..

cheating?

well, i saw him with another girl… is it something normal for a guy who already has a girlfriend to see another girl (who apparently likes him) having lunch together for hours.. sitting there in the coffee shop for hours? apart from that, not doing any other intimate gestures (hahahaha)

well, is he cheating on his girlfriend? or was it something normal?? i really have no idea… but based on the "stories" i’ve heard… he seems to be cheating…. but some says, it’s normal.. wat’s to be suspected? it’s normal

or was i being too conservative? well, i am conservative… but wat is he thinking??

are all guys like that?? if i was the girlfriend, i would feel the same.. insecure.. (thank God, the girl wasn’t me.. hopefully, i would never be in the same position..)

well… who cares… better stay out…