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do i consider myself "under the rain" now??
if yes, will i make it through?
"i will make it through the rain"
was it juz a the words to the song
or i can really make it "through the rain"??
wat if there is not only rain…
there are thunder storms, lightning???
will i still gonna make it through??
i hate this feeling to the max!!!! it makes me feel like passing out… so suffocated… the feeling of waiting for the stupid damn result… my hands n feets are wet.. keeps sweating non-stop… i duno y is it everytime result time.. i will act this crazy n bodoh???
whether it’s juz being superstitious or being real, my eyelids are twitching.. believe it or not, it’s on the bad side… can u imagine… don’t tell me i did badly…. ? i will tumble, fall n faint… 
i hate RESULTS…. be it, exams, any kinda test or competitions or watever it is which has results day… i hate hate hate it..
right now, i cant sit still, cant think rationally, cant even calm down, trying my best to do every other things to calm me down, but i cant stop myself from getting distracted ….
aiyooooo…. fast fast la…. come out… some day out d, some say later at 5, some says tomorrow… yang mane satu la??? aiyoooooo….
this is killing me softly…. i hate exams, i hate results… i hate hate hate hate…………………………………….
before it arrives, i was like waiting for this day to come…
but when this day comes, it feels juz like any other day..
nothing special, nothing specific, nothing really interesting…
tho, some really good frens were trying their best to share this day..
to make it more fun, more interesting, n special for me
thanks to them!
really appreciate watever they did for me…
while waiting for this one specific day to arrive, it feels like forever
but when i comes, it juz ends in a blink
n when it’s over, it’s juz over
for 365 days a year, we are all longing for that one specific day…
when it’s over, it’s juz over, u juz gotta wait for another 365 days for that day to come again…
n that is when u noe u r growing older….
that day would be ur BIRTHDAY!
well, i tot today is a day, where i am 1 yr older, my attitude might perhaps grows older proportionate to my age… unfortunately or fortunately, it doesnt… aihzz… i’m always doing silly things, especially in the crowds.. alamak!
the other day was at the escalator.. thank God nobody sees… LOL… only my moo moo fren saw… hehehehhe…. shhhhh~~~
well, today was unavoidable, it was seen by the public, as those ppl attentions were on me (i suppose) LOL
finally the crabbie, witness how "superb" i played bowling… LOL finally he got wat i meant by the gaya i had, but, the ball actually goes somewhere else, which is dangerous to those ppl behind me… LOL
well, this time, no gaya or watsoever from me.. NO MORE.. i juz walk as i walk, bowl as i bowl (my way) hehehhee.. well, altho the ball keeps masuk longkang… *sigh* but, hahaha… surprisingly, i got 2 strikes!!!! LOL while the other "expert" takde strike la… LOL.. apa la lu…. don teach me gaya gaya all.. i got my style… LOL
really really had a blast today… THANKS to my buddy, crabbie.. really thank u so much! also, thank u to my buddies, moo moo, piggy, n little doggie… (wonder y we call ourselves with animal names… secret) these group of "animals" were bz with exams n work.. doesnt matter, i forgive u guys for that.. LOL
hmm, altho today, everything was really fun n everything was fine.. but unfortunately, i dont feel so good… i’m so tired.. LOL, perhaps too much of "wrong" energy used for bowling… as crabbie said, i throw the ball instead of rolling the ball… but who cares?? I GOT 2 STRIKES!!!!!!!! well, my tummy wasn’t feeling so well, gastritis… sad… seriously, this is really isn’t a good year for me… let’s hope after today… everything will flow smoothly the way i want it to be!! 
again, thanks to all who remembers my birthday, who wished me.. n who spent time with me… i couldn’t find any better words to say, but to juz simply say "THANK U VERY MUCH! GOD BLESS US EVERYONE!"
VIRGO WOMAN
She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say what she thinks.
You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection. She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.
She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline.
She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase. She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete woman.
She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin.
Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in working full times as a self beautifier.
She is not an innocent angel for sometimes she can be as tough as steel. Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even if she walks and talks confidently.
She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal one. She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angel again. If you have a date with her , you’d better be there on time.
Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry , make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny.
In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too.
Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your can.
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Source : http://www.sun2surf.com/article.cfm?id=18922"><em><span Demystify the legal practice exam
That is indeed truly interesting seeing that we are expected to think and answer like a lawyer even before being admitted as an advocate and solicitor in Malaysia. Does one expect a fresh surgeon just out of medical school to perform a complicated brain surgery? Of course not! He would have the opportunity to follow and observe his mentor perform such a life threatening surgery. In a similar vein, law graduates should be afforded similar opportunities. Why are they put to the "guillotine" with the CLP examination? If the Legal Profession Qualifying Board or the Bar Council wishes to gauge the quality of new, incoming lawyers, they should do so during the nine months of chambering. I could be wrong but is that not the purpose of the chambering period? With regards to the way in which the examination itself is conducted, certain aspects of the examination itself is shrouded in mystery, suspicion and downright absurdity:
A lot of bright, employable candidates have literally put their lives on hold in order to sit for this unreasonable exam over and over again. Where is the fairness in this? I urge the Legal Qualifying Board Director and her team to please heed the call for transparency and fairness. The Bar Council can no longer remain silent on this pressing issue. Be the voice of future lawyers at the time when they need it the most. Distressed Citizen |
| Updated: 05:04PM Fri, 10 Aug 2007 |
honestly, i really feel stupid being around experts, pros, even little kids… especially when there start to be sacarstic.. that really pissed me off! to me, f**k off!!
i really really really do feel stupid, useless, like… OMG! i m so little.. i m like a kid who dunno anything… where i shoud be smarter, or think the age i m… but im not..
well, it’s no good underestimating myself.. as it lowers my confidence level… as i m not really a confident person after all… these ppl make me hate myself.. instead of loving myself… not to say i dont love myself.. (it’s a crap then)
seriously, there really are times, i feel damn useless, all i noe is to tell others, about my dream.. my passion.. but i dont hold on strong to it.. i dont feel proud of my dreams n passion… the main reason.. i care too much of how ppl think.. which basically isn’t an important thing after all.. who cares wat they think, i m who i m… i dont need ur consent for my dream, i dont need u feel that my dream is not juz a dream, i dont need to care about how u think about my dream, i dont need to care even if u laugh at my dream.. my dream is my dream…
rite?
thanks to my buddy, someone whom i crap about everything to.. she made me opened up my mind, n telling myself that.. i can’t expect myself to be someone whom i m not.. i am who i am, i cant transform, i am good at it, means, i am, if i’m not, then i’m not… i cant fake it… i cant possibly pleasing whoever i met.. be it, engineers, i cant be expecting myself to know the momentum theory when speaking to them, or doctors, i cant be expecting myself to tell them hydrocortisone is actually the weakest in the steroid family?
if i m the one telling this, i would have been a doctor myself, or an engineers… i m neither! i believe everyone wil have their very own specific talent area… be it cooking, dancing, singing… watever it may be!
i m who i m… i cant fake it… i cant please others.. if they wanna think i’m stupid, well, go on.. i cant stop u… after all i didnt assure u that i m smart… i would tell u i m an average student, i get average results… it’s a fact.. well, even if im a top scorer, i definitely wouldnt go around proclaiming that i m one.. or otherwise.. i might think i’m smart, but others may not… n vice versa…
like my buddy says, live life to the fullest… we live only for once, there’s no way to catch it back once it’s gone… we live for ourselves.. not for others.. don’t let others influence our decision!
wow.. it’s been awhile since i last blog…
i suppose i only blog when i’m feeling upset.. well, yeah… i admit that… this is the best way to relieve tension perhaps… cos at times, u might wanna talk to someone.. but u couldn’t find the right one to talk to… or there will be instances where u r so depressed n confused but u juz dont feel like talking it to anybody result of being too tired of repeating the whole thing n at the same time, not telling anybody will enable u to let it go faster n easier… but u juz gotta let it all out… in another way…
last whole week was kinda bz running errands… the whole long week was occupied!! not even a day i have a rest day for myself.. oh~~ tired! well the reason the whole long week was packed was to settle all tht i can to free myself for these 2 weeks as im going to help out in my dad’s fren pharmacy… haiz~~ boring!
i felt like my time has been wasted after spending 4 days in the pharmacy… i basically do nothing but act as a "watchdog"… hmmm n gotta face this uncle for about like 6 hrs?? OMG!!
this uncle is damn smart.. he is a pharmacist… n his daughter is damn smart as well, she is doing medic in uni of manchester.. apparently, not many can get into it.. i felt damn stupid especially when i get involved with these kinda ppl, the made me feel little.. n previously, i feel pretty little by a very successful engineer… aww~ damn it!! i suppose i m really stupid… if not, non would make me feel so little n stupid!
well, basically, im not bringing myself down or wat.. but at times, it’s the fact.. i mean, it’s obviously, my prob.. if it wasn’t due to my laziness, no determination n indecisive attitude, i may not feel this way today, now!
well, watever it is… i believe i have something i m good at.. n i cant possibly be good in everything… when we come to talk about engineering n pharmacy… i m a law student! mind u, LAW + STUDENT! i’m not yet a pro!
undeniable, i used to be a science stream student.. PURE science student… embarrasingly… i noe nothing much about them, watever biology, chemistry or pyshics… maybe i noe.. i had learn sth tht we call, IgB, steroid, OH, etc etc… but in depth, i have no idea…. so rite now i’m helping out in a pharmacy.. this uncle.. he is a very good n kind man… he is trying to make use of my time helping out there.. so tht my time isn’t that wasted being a "watchdog" there.. lol he keeps lecturing me on the types of medicine, disease, etc etc
aiyoyoyo~ he even questioned me the so called quadratic equation tht i used to learn in maths.. OMG, how could i rmb?? perhaps i do, more or less, but he asking me in a sudden.. i was like… "hmm, i saw this before, but i duno wat it is la…" there he goes refreshing my mine… telling me about it.. i was sitting there yawning
it was still ok, cos it’s maths.. of all the subject back in high school, the ok-est for me.. lol… then he starts with the biology thingy.. alamak! in my heart, i was calling GOd "pls help me!!"
he asked me is there a difference between heat n energy… well, definitely there is! then he asked y.. i was like.. "hmm… y ah??" i was thinking.. obviously, it isn’t the same la…. "hmm, energy produces heat?? hmmm??" aiyo.. duno la… uncle… i believe this uncle thinks.. OMG! this gal is so stupid!!!!
then he goes one with E=mc thingy.. then i was like "OH!" i noe that… i learnt that b4… but i forgot la!! lol…. aiyo~~ GOd pls help this poor little gal…. today he was going on about the creams n ointment… made from steroids.. it all sounds so alien to me… then he goes on with hydrocortisone, cortisone… the strongest to the weakest.. i start recalling back something.. "i know it, i have learnt it before… n i hated it back then" he always starts questioning me after explaning sth aiyoyoy… u noe la me… if i got no interest, i will pretend like u listen, altho i listen, it went in… it didnt come out from the other ear.. i went in, n juz stay there, but i dunno which part of my brain, n juz hide somewhere inside.. so when he was asking question, i was like… "hah?" n he was waiting for my answer.. sei lor… i was callling for God again!! well after tht, i told myself, stay awake!! answer his questions, i can do it!!!!
hmmm, guess wat? of course finally i was able to answer his questions… kekeke
malu like helL!! i dont mind he thinks i stupid.. but i dunwan embarrassed my dad.. my dad so smart, but the daughter bodoh like "pig"
well, if i had so much of interest in "steroids" i wouldn’t have been doing law today… perhaps, i might be discussing about "steroids" with him, n not him teaching me about it…
basically the worst part was that, he was telling me sth which i shd noe, as i learnt them b4… but now, i had no idea about them at all… how could it be?? hmm, not surprising… as i had never read any of my science books!! maybe i do.. but for the sake of "Reading" instead of "understanding"
y not talk to me about law? at least it’s "quite" fresh in my mind.. or perhaps, the latest top songs on the billboard??
